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[Sat Jun 2009 @ 9:18am] |
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If....if there was ever any type of higher power out there. If there is a God of any sort, he'll be alright. I just know that it's him. I know that he's hurt. It's like we are connected on some other wordly level, and I know it's him.
I can't make it without him. Not now...I need him.
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fuck.
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[Sun Mar 2009 @ 4:18am] |
Bindings will resume regular store hours effective tomorrow.
I'm home.
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[Tue Mar 2009 @ 2:59pm] |
What's your plan, my plan is pain
When will you leave, I'll never go away
How will you breathe, you'll give me life
How will you see, sitting in the temple right between your eyes
Bindings will be closed until further noticed. Paid vacation time, don't worry.
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[Sun Mar 2009 @ 7:17am] |
Cy, where are you? You probably won't even read this but...I miss you. Not returning my calls, can't find you anywhere. I love you, sister.
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This is really all I need. Cy is avoiding everything. And with my life sort of upside down right now anyway, this...this is a lot to deal with. I'm building a fucking house for Christ's sake, and that is stressful enough. On top of that, I think I'm falling for Jayson, which...I don't do. I don't fall for people. I've seen what that can do and I'm not sure if I will be able to handle it. But....he's great. And I've definitely never felt this way about anyone before. And it's fucking scary. And then there is Jackie. I've got a sinking feeling she is going to get hurt, which is the last thing I ever want to happen. She's like one of my best friends now, which is also saying something. That's one good thing about Birch, I've never had this many friends. And now Cy..... Who am I supposed to talk to about my problems? I need her.
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Anyways, the house is coming along great. Connor and crew are doing a fucking fantastic job I gotta say. Business is good, as usual.
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